A's Blend Of Emotions

Separation anxiety is real.   Ambitions and affection are in conflict sometimes(read: most of the time) Insecurity and desires are endless. Cost benefit analysis doesn’t always make you feel the best at that moment.  But, here it is anyway: I don’t need a pay check that bad, but I know you’ll be proud of my mission one day.  Miss you, my super hero.  I wake up (hundredth time for the night), only to know that my ride to the airport disappointed me. In tears was I in the wee hours of the morning. Daddy super hero motivates me to drive, but is up and running in no time, knowing I’d prefer the fall back option.  ”Sometimes, I fall for you to catch me” Finding comfort in your reassurance=spoilt. With shaking fingers and wavering mind, driving was not my forte that day. I was secretly hoping for one extra hour with the heroes? My super hero wakes up crying, searching for the missing mama on bed. I went running to him and said “ Honey, my tax...

We could call it stereotypical or simply human, but..how about we avoid ASSumptions? Simply state it, if you cannot avoid it.  Pink is not always for women, pay checks are not always for men: Not just men, but women need to understand this too. This is becoming pretty boring a topic, already.  Would you promote open-mind if I add a suffix to this? Say, open-mind technology?  Words, question-marks, exclamation-marks -- are your friends. 

Quickly surveying the same-old-world, in general things are going down-hill. Nothing new, crappy gets crappier. But, my faith is that with the dawn of the New Year, people become more aware of what is going on around them AND more importantly within themselves. There is so much of magic that can spark through awareness. Be mindful, Be honest (do not take crap from anyone, please), Spread awareness. Happy New Year, all.

Dear Deer, I am sorry for you. You went noticed and unnoticed at the same time. I condemn those that did not appreciate the air that you once breathed. ..Thinking of you. People- When you notice a deer dead anywhere, please report it (where? Google it. For me it was the county police station). The respect the alive or the dead, two legged or four legged — is no different—— rather even more when one is trying to Rest In Peace. But who shall Rest In Peace with such a filthy human nature of neglecting a deer that the vultures feed on? Shame on you.  Wish I could name a few. 

Those things/people that hurt you the most..are indeed those that you really care about.  The void, avoid, avid confusion..never ending. 

You know how THEY say.. "This is NOT rocket science". WHAT-IF it is? What you'd like to REACH or RESTRAIN yourself from is determined by YOU. 

I find it very difficult to delineate between the mind and the heart, lexically.  Perhaps, they are playing in unison? I wish.  "Mind" is history-derived entity--  can be quite a halloween parade.  "Heart" is what that makes me "strong" and "cry" at the same time. Rooting to go with my heart this time, even if its 689.9 miles away.  Family is eternal, dreams are transient.  This implies I can dream for a while and reunite with family peacefully.  Miles to go before I sleep, but I WILL sleep peacefully after the marathon.