"understand my feelings"

When i think of u(always).,
Clouds gather round my eyes[into which u dwell..,not only in my eyes].,
Confused am i,
To justify my own decision.,
Tho'my mind knowz that itz not right.,
My heart jus' goes by its own tune.,
The result is a 'glorious rainfall'.,
Come n drench urself in this.,and
U shall feel the painful experience of love
That i have for you-------.,
But if u can't understand my feelings .,then
Who can???